There is no doubt that my emotional collapse began with with the fact that I had to hold KiKi down while he was put to to death. This changed my life, my relationships, my everything. I couldn't deal with anything. I almost left everything --including Leopoldo---to go with KiKI.

But, I'm back, and Mrs. Stuyvsent-Fish--YOU are NOT taking over control of this town! As young as she pretends too be, I will out-last her. Of course, I love her more than life, itself.

Posting will continue.