Shifting Sands of our Lives

God Lord, it was only a week ago that I was walking into the ocean because the only two creatures who had ever meant the time of day to me, KiKi and LPJ (Johnny) were gone. The Gods play tricks on all of us; some can't take those tricks and some fucking deal with them. Why? Because you are never going to win with The Gods; you just have to survive.

ON Monday, LPJ asked if he could come over. Like all of us, he was having personal problems and needed a friend. (How many times have I sort advise from him?) At the same time, Ramon (the "ex"from hell) asked if I wanted to take KiKi for the afternoon. So there--for one brief shining moment--I had the two men who mean every bloody thing to me. And here they were sitting on the side steps of The Palace. I don't think I was ever happier than at this moment. I love them both and have neither.

I still am. Click on the photo so see how beautiful they both are. DAMN!!!!!